1. |
Hell Rains From Above
03:48
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No one gets in
No way to save yourself
Sunken heads not even a shell
No final resting place
There’s work to be done
I choose the pace
Break you down no matter what
Crowds of people push and shove
The skies open up
Raining hell from above
All I saw were people
without a face or name
I screamed at god
again and again
I tried to tell you
and no one listened
It doesn’t matter,
you’ll meet the end soon
No one gets in
Accepting fate
Serving sin
You see it now there can be no doubt
The heads talk but no sound comes out
No way to avoid this fate
The line is long it’s worth the wait
Just wait you’ll have your turn
Feel one last final burn
Screaming with nothing to say
No one goes to Heaven anyway
No matter how big the crowd
Dying alone without a doubt
Hope lives within some
Death brings the number to none
Hell rains from above
Hell rains from above
An eternity of emptiness without a want or care
You’ll find peace living in this despair
I asked so many times
for help from above
I breathed it in
now I can’t get enough
No one goes to Heaven
No one goes to Heaven
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2. |
Eternity of Empty
03:02
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Wooden seats and old men
reading stories I can’t understand
Sickness spreading, people coughing.
This place makes me anxious
“Who needs to be saved and repent their sins”
I don’t know what that is
What did I do wrong?
Scared kids and old men playing God
Live a life that’s good,
and the next will be even better
Live a life filled with sin
and the burn will bless ya
Heat so hot,
your skin will peel
nothing to feel
The angels sing
A thousand songs
I can’t even recall
Who gets into Heaven?
Who gets a pair of wings?
My ears ring
Reasoning gone,
an eternity of empty
nothing to feel
I still don’t know
if I was talking to God
All I heard was
please don’t go to Hell
“I’m telling ya now son,
if you fuck up this life
there won’t be a next one”
Fear of God
Or cold steel bars
Whatever it takes
keep your ass in line
Do you even care?
Does none of this matter to you?
This shit is serious
and you need to listen
These decisions feel like incisions
Grinding my teeth
How am I supposed to know who to believe?
If god and the devil both fell silent
What would you see
the last time you close your eyelids
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3. |
Throwing Stones
04:36
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Eternity goes on, I’m still your slave
I’ve wasted it all, no life to save
Cuts turned to scabs I watched them heal
Rip them open again just to feel
Praying for an answer, where were you?
Never had a choice I never knew
The wrong way up a one way street
Fearing God just to live on your knees
Wanting more never being complete
The cries come and ignoring all pleas
If you didn’t want it, you shouldn’t have asked.
Your soul is mine, no strings attached
You’re not in a cell but you’re not out of Hell
It’s getting old You soul has sold
Sometimes I miss the heat
Sometimes I miss the pain
Because then I knew I hadn’t buried anything
Sometimes I miss the burn
Sometimes I miss the hurt
Because then I knew it couldn’t get any worse
I felt the burn I peaked into hell
Tried to get back with nothing to sell
Heart no longer beats it’s turned to stone
Skin turned to ash no longer burns
No air was left
I breathe in smoke
The burns always smoke
The smoke always rises
So maybe something goes to heaven after all
But I know it’s not me
I know it’s not me
No air was left I breathed in smoke
I begged for a fix, just one more toke
How much does a heart weigh
Cause mine feels like stone
How much can a man change
For these sins I can’t atone
Throwing stones to escape this pain
I’ll never say your name in vain
Throwing stones
cause I can’t find a better way
Throwing stones
To break the glass so I can breathe
Throwing stones
til I can’t lift them
Throwing stones
Cause my hearts granite
Throwing stones
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Flickering light goes out,
alone in the dark
What more can I do?
Nothing is ever new
The lonely never leaves,
this feeling haunting me
I just feel trapped again,
no one goes to Heaven.
Trapped in darkness for years.
No hopes to pray, only fears
Nothing changes
I’m stuck playing a game that never ends.
I can never win
Flickering light goes out,
alone in the dark
What more can I do?
Nothing is ever new
Hearing familiar sounds,
all I can do is shout.
Lost never felt like home,
no longer on my own.
Tired of pleading for help
rather do it alone
If god came knocking
no ones home.
Mama I swear I tried,
I lost too many bets
I’m left screaming at God
is it my turn to die yet?
Leave me alone with my sins
Because no one goes to Heaven
None Goes to Heaven
No one GOES
I can’t hold myself up,
So how can I help you?
Broken legs will never bare weight
So I brace for the fall
Flickering light goes out
alone in the dark
What more can I do?
Nothing is ever new
The lonely never leaves
this feeling haunting me
I just feel trapped again
I will never win
What’s the point of helping me?
I fall time and time and time again
Will you listen this time?
I’LL SLOW IT DOWN SO YOU CAN HEAR IT
FALLING TIME AND TIME AND TIME AGAIN
JUST TO NOT GO TO HEAVEN
I’m Still playing this god damn game
and I can never win it
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5. |
Shadow of Fear
03:03
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If I knew then
what I know now
I wouldn’t change a thing,
I’d still be scared as shit
If I had control I wouldn’t live afraid
Spending my life
under a shadow of fear
Fearing who I really am
Why was I made this way
How do I live
Without the fear of ridicule
I live under a shadow of it
I didn’t want this, I couldn’t do shit
Look me in my eyes you son of a bitch
What do you want me to be
I’ll melt myself down and fit into the mold
Fearing who I really am
Why can’t I move on?
Why should I change the things that aren’t wrong?
How do I live?
In this constant worry
That I’ll fall apart and everything crumbles again
This shadow of fear consumes me
I can’t stand this constant worry
How do I free myself from the past
I’d rather live life
keeping it under wraps
I wasn’t in control
so I hope you’re proud
I didn’t want help
I couldn’t fucking get out
How can I gain control?
How do I save myself
If I live like this I’ll never know peace
Who do I lose?
Who do I lose?
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6. |
Staring At The Sun
03:40
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How can I get any rest?
Thinking about how it could change
This weighs on my mind
Staring at the sun until I go blind
Why am I stuck like this
There’s no way to come back
I feel the same after years passed
Hurt doesn’t end it’s all I am
One word is all it takes
For someone to decide if it’s time to leave
If I just answered the call
I might not have to greave
I know it’s wrong
to have these thoughts
It’s so fucking hard
living with regret
I never wanted it to amount to this
A monument to a life of what ifs
What could I change,
what the fuck could I say?
All the pain I wish I could take
I just needed another day
Do you know how that feels
Staring at the knife
Wishing I could take back a life
Why the fuck does this deal
have to be sealed
Do you know how it feels
Do you know how it feels
I heard it over and over again
that this was the last day
A thousand things in my head
that I never got the chance to say
I’m not a man of god but I started to pray
Just hoping in that place that she’s okay
I try to get better
But what can I really do
I lost my mind losing you
Now everything feels new
The time takes its toll on me
I don’t even know what to believe
I know you didn’t want to be here
You made that so clear
I’d do anything
to bring you back if I could
All the tears and all the years believe me I would
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7. |
God Calls Out
04:50
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Time doesn’t wait,
that’s something I have to face
If I could go back just once,
what would I change?
Are my demons different than anyone’s? Or do I just focus on the pain?
I grew up fast and I grew up mean
Lists of things I wish I could unsee
Do you know what that means?
I wish I knew what my actions would bring
Will confessing my sins mean anything?
Will I ever hear the angels sing?
I wish I knew
The voice rings
Don’t forget whsat you hold dear
Ringing in my ears
the angels sing *
The bell rings
Ringing in my ears
I wish I’d listened
So many times I didn’t pay any attention
If you’re gone tomorrow who will miss you?
I wish I knew
Can you give me the answers I seek?
Can you take me from this world that’s so bleak?
Can you make this life not be so cold?
Can I just skip the act of growing old?
If I gave you a list could you check the box?
Could you find the key to fit this lock?
If I gave you a name could you find their soul?
Could you help me change before I grow old?
If I could cast a spell
If I could take the trip back to hell
Would it make any difference
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8. |
Smoke and Pain
04:33
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Smoke billowing from the ash,
let me rebuild again
One moment I’ve lost everything
and the next I’ve lost myself with it
Cant stop blacking out,
wondering where my moments went
3 years later, a thousand times a day,
I find myself consumed by it
Smoke lingering,
there was a burning here
Hope concentrate,
a false shell consumed with fear
Time withering,
how much is spent afraid of it
Night consuming,
can’t look back my visions blurred
will ya tell me the reason
for this new kind of pain
season after season
will you remember my name
I get down on my knees
and plead to be saved
The hope burned with the heat
and washed away with the rain
All I Have is smoke
Smoke and Pain
Will you remember my name
as my soul turns to smoke
How many times can I regret
everything that I’ve done
Is there time to save myself,
can I still learn from this
Everyday, hundreds of times,
it’s so much easier to quit.
All the miles, and smoke from my tires,
take myself away from here
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9. |
Outside The Body
03:22
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I can’t speak
I can’t think
Thoughts with no clarity to keep
No more noise
No one joins
An illusion with my mind in a void
No more breathing
No more needing
The want is gone
and I don’t have any feeling
The hand knocks
Handles still hot
A key that doesn’t fit any locks
My mind tires of constant thoughts
Falling prey to fear until I rot
Give me a break
and just let it all end
This plague of mind won’t let the soul mend
Will they even believe me
Who carries the name when I’m the only son
Can parts of a torn soul get into heaven
The hurt leaves, all that’s left is the numb
I’ve given it up
the pain has won
My hands have gone numb
I can’t even feel them
The feeling persists
Something is missing
Did I even try?
I’m running out of time
and I’m just scraping by
Well has run dry
I’m left alone
No flesh no bone
Try to scream,
my mouth isn’t my own
I hear the noise
Flip of a coin
Can I live or be stuck in the void
Lungs heaving
Tired of pleading
Can’t even think my head is seething
All I need anymore is the want
Wanting it all but being destined to fall
Ya gotta die sometime,
times up kid
An eternity passes in an instant
Outside the body I’m not even in it
I’m crumbling I can’t pass the blame
My mind breaks and it’s skipping the frames
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10. |
The Mirror
02:31
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Break my body down
Pull Me into the ground
I’m stuck in a cycle,
praying I fuck up it all
The things I put myself through
makes my skin crawl
Placing bets on how long I’ll stay
And I always lose
What’s the point, I can’t even keep
Them from turning me loose
What am I doing
where has the time gone
Can’t fall asleep til dawn
Trapped in a dream and I can’t wake up
All I want is a mouth that stays shut
Put it all on my shoulders
I’m overcome by the weight
Break my body down
I’m stuck in this cycle,
praying the worst shit happens
Days pass
and I don’t know
u where my brain has been
Waking up and can’t look in the mirror
When I look back all I see is failure
Stones tumble to wear off the rough
Just feel like I’ll never have enough
Pieces break again and again
Who really wins?
Because it’s never me
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11. |
Prisoner of Mind
02:43
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Driving through hills lit by moonlight
I don’t have anything to numb my mind tonight
Every day I wake up in this personal Hell
Knowing damn well I built it for myself
Putting myself through this everyday for something I can’t grasp
Tell me what’s the point it it’s not gonna last?
These burning thoughts will never pass
Driving through hills with no headlights on
Scared to be home so I just stay gone
I had a goal years ago but can’t remember what that was
This is my personal Hell
no matter what anyone does
A slice of hell for me to live in
If everything gets better then tell me when
I can’t even think of anywhere to go
It’s become so hard to keep throwing this stone
You wanted this, it’s all you’ve ever know
This mental prison is yours and you built it on your own
I’ve trapped myself in this mental prison
I can’t get out the fucking key is missing
You said you wanted this and threw away every chance
Does anyone even notice when you’re gone?
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12. |
What Makes You Hurt
03:39
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I’ll go where all the bad things go to die
The things trapped inside your head you’ll never say out loud
How did it feel to never wake up?
Torture
I’m the anger that you bottle up
When will it stop
3 years of torture
Torturing myself
No one cares
Skip the fucking song
No one wants to hear this
This shit is ugly
This shit hurts
And I’m ugly
And I hurt
I hurt all the time
And now I just want it
It’s like I’m chasing a low point where nothing matters.
Who is going to remember
Please just make it stop
I’m ready, it’s my turn.
Just let me fucking die
I’ve had my time
It’s the same shit every day for years
I spend most of my time
Wallowing
Wondering
Why I suffer for crimes that aren’t mine
Heaven is empty and cold
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