I'm a Hostage
I'm a hostage in my own head. I beat the shit, out of myself every night thinking about every fight I start, every pointless argument.
What did I do?
Who can I trust?
I can't free myself from this shit.
For every time I wouldn't shut my mouth, til it made you leave.
Man I wish I could stop feelin' like this, with everything in me.
I used to say that you were bathing in sin, well I'm drowning in it.
I'm useless, I've got no luck.
Too gone, I'm so fucked.
Let me rest til my thoughts cease.
No more goals I can't achieve.
No more promises I can't keep.
I don't wanna breathe, I don't wanna see.
Just let me sleep.
from 2014 Singles
released January 8, 2015
Recorded by Brette Ciamarra at Studio 344
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